feeling unloved

In this chapter Jacob arrives at his relatives property and meets Rachel at the well. As he spends time with them he falls in love with Rachel. But when it comes time to marry her he is tricked and ends up with Leah. I am not really sure what was meant by saying Leah had bad eyes. Maybe that she was not as pretty as Rachel? Does not matter though because we see here that she is feeling unloved by husband

But God sees this, how she is being treated unfairly and He blesses her. The blessing may not be an easy blessing for her to live with. After all God cursed women with painful childbirth. Then raising all the children while Jacob is out in the fields. One thing that gets me though, if Jacob did not love her then why did make it so that she could have so many children? What was his thinking? I guess maybe it was that in culture back then they did not have a way to divorce yet. He was just doing his duty as a husband. 

Feeling Unloved by Husband

If he was just doing his duty just think of how devastating it was to Leah’s ego, her self worth. God knew she needed comfort. He also knew the bond between child and mother. To give her the love she yearned for, to show her that God sees her, He gave her many children. 

I know when I felt unloved by my husband, even by the world I yearned for a child. I felt like at least that way someone would love me. But, the truth of the matter is that kids are hard work! Giving birth hurts more than some of the worst physical pain that is out there. Then raising them to be responsible adults takes every inch of energy out of a person.

What kind of blessing is that then? It is one of the best blessings I think. I feel I need to acknowledge those who cannot have children though. I know He has blessings for you that are beyond what anyone could imagine. He has a plan for everyone who believes in Him. 

Feeling unloved by husband

Let’s go back to Leah though. She has not suffered through child birth and has all these kids to raise. I am pretty sure as she is human that at times she wondered if she could really make it through some days. She already was self conscious I am sure because of her looks and how Jacob complained about marrying her. Now her husband only sleeps with her out of duty and these kids are underfoot all the time. Even  resenting her as I am sure all kids go through those feelings at times. 

feeling unloved by husband
feeling unloved by husband

feeling unloved by husband

Even through these struggling circumstances the Bible says God kept blessing her. He did not change the situation, maybe He even compounded it. But, because He had a plan and He saw she needed someone in her life to love her. He gave her child after child. 

What I take from this chapter is that sometimes God’s blessings can add more responsibility. When that happens we may turn to grumbling against God. But if we can be like Leah and see each and every new child as God’s blessing what better attitude could that give us. Maybe God has you living in some poor conditions. If we look past the circumstances and see even the small blessings can help make things more bearable. 

Are you able to look past your circumstances and see some positive. Something, some how see God’s hand is there with you still? If you need someone to pray and talk with you I am here for you. 

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Feeling Unloved In Marriage

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Help for Various Marriage Problems | Focus on the Family

The following examples illustrate how wide-ranging marriage problems can be. … They seek out and find a Christian counselor; and after repeated visits, learn to …


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When I meet with a husband and a wife whose marriage is unraveling, … and wife, for the first time in a long time, begin to pour the love of Christ into each other.


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Jun 24, 2016  5 Signs Your Marriage is Headed for Trouble, by Alicia Michelle – ChristianMarriage advice and help. Find biblical, helpful Christian resources …


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Jan 10, 2016  Does someone you love have a troubled marriage? Here is practical biblical advice for how to help a Christian friend with a troubled marriage.

Is Fear Holding You Back

Is Fear Holding You Back

What is God calling you to do?

God says in the Bible over and over do not fear, but sometimes that emotion is beyond our control. What do we do then? Do we just give in to our feelings? Allowing them to keep us from experiencing all that God has for us? Or, do we keep pushing forward beyond our fears? For me I lived by my feelings, they limited my life for so long. My anxiety held me back, and to sooth my fears I would eat. It became so disabling. I could not fully experience what God had for me.

is fear holding you back

Let me list a few of the Bible verses on what God says about fear:

Isaiah 35:4 New Living Translation (NLT)

Say to those with fearful hearts,
    “Be strong, and do not fear,
for your God is coming to destroy your enemies.
    He is coming to save you.”

John 14:27 New Living Translation (NLT)

27 “I am leaving you with a gift—peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don’t be troubled or afraid.

Joshua 1:9 New Living Translation (NLT)

This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”

Matthew 6:34 New Living Translation (NLT)

34 “So don’t worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today’s trouble is enough for today.

Isaiah 43:1 New Living Translation (NLT)

The Savior of Israel

43 But now, O Jacob, listen to the Lord who created you.
    O Israel, the one who formed you says,
“Do not be afraid, for I have ransomed you.
    I have called you by name; you are mine.

Psalm 34:4 New Living Translation (NLT)

I prayed to the Lord, and he answered me.
    He freed me from all my fears.

is fear holding you back

I could list many more verses but there are too many for this article. God mentions fear over 500 times according to a Google search I just did. So this subject is huge in His eyes. Why do you think that is? What I think is that fear is what holds us back from fully experiencing God. He wants to bless us, to give us a life of peace and joy but if we let our emotions control us we cannot experience those positive aspects that can only come from God. We are not able to acknowledge the free gift thuat Jesus’ pain has given us.

Is Fear Holding You Back
street sign saying doubt & fear just ahead

is fear holding you back

Right now in my situation I could stay where I am and not let God help me grow more. The Lord is being faithful to the promise He gave me and leading my husband and I to our own home. But the details are so scary. I have been living under government assistance for all my adult life. Now my daughter is an adult and she is on my housing voucher with me. When I move I need to take my name off the voucher so she can use it on her own. The fear is that when I do that will I have to move right away. If I do, the house is not ready to be lived in. In order to look for apartments for my daughter to live in my name has to be off the voucher so landlords can see she has a legitimate way to pay rent. If we wait too long to look for an apartment for her she may not have one when she and both need to move out of our current apartment, then where will she go?

There are so many small details that have to work out just right for both of us. Details that only God can make just perfect. What I need to remember is that GOD IS IN CONTROL! God says do not fear so many times in the Bible. We are His creation, His precious people who He loves and cares for. He brought us to this, He will bring us through it.

What do you fear today? Is it holding you back from doing the next best thing the Lord wants you to do? How do you handle the emotion fear? Lets discuss this in the comments below or in our Life Group on Facebook.

 
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Outside sources

Trusting in Jesus Home Page

Hundreds of articles and studies on the Trusting in Jesus website to help you find the peace, joy, and hope that only the Savior can provide.


Simply trusting every day – Hymn

Simply trusting every day; Trusting through a stormy way; Even when my faith is small, Trusting Jesus, that is all. Trusting as the moments fly, Trusting as the …


Trusting Jesus when life hurts – ChristianWeek

Apr 25, 2016  When life hurts, and I mean, really hurts, our faith in Jesus sometimes hurts too. It’s hard to have faith when life hurts. Harder, I think, then when …


What does it mean to “trust” Jesus?

our A: First, trusting in Christ means that you’re not relying upon yourself, but on Christto get you into heaven. We cannot get to heaven by doing good deeds, …


Trusting Jesus > Lyrics | Edgar P. Stites

Simply trusting every day, Trusting through a stormy way; Even when my faith is small, Trusting Jesus, that is all. Refrain: Trusting as the moments fly, Trusting as  …


Trusting Jesus: Jeffrey R. Holland: 9781590381557: Amazon.com …

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Trusting Jesus | Hymnary.org

Authoritative information about the hymn text Trusting Jesus, with lyrics, PDF files, printable scores, MIDI files, audio recordings, piano resources, and products …


What does it mean to trust in Jesus?

Answer: The expression trust in Jesus holds multi-layered meaning. In one sense , trusting in Jesus means believing in Him for salvation (John 3:16). We believe …


Trusting Jesus | Hour of Power

Feb 17, 2019  Today, Pastor Chad Blake, Executive Pastor of Shepherds Grove, brings a message entitled, “Trusting Jesus.” The Voices of Hope Children’s …


Trusting Jesus – Delaney Street Baptist Church

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god uses broken people

God Uses Broken People

If He Can Use Us, He Can Use You

Update! We are homeowners!

The years between 2005 until now 2019 have been long and hard. We made a lot of mistakes in our marriage, but The Lord had a plan through it all. I had a glimpse of that plan when we separated in 2007, I fell to my knees cried out to God and He showed me we would live together in our own home and serve our community. The home you see on the end of the video is not finished, but we sign for it today. It is the home God promised me in 2007!

Through the years there has been much pain for us, our children and others who are close to us. I would like to say right now we are sorry. Sorry for our bullheadedness, my fear and control to try to deal with my fears. But, what satan stole from us thru temptations and sins God is now giving back 1000 fold. You see we do not deserve this home, what we should get for our sins is to live apart and struggling. But, just for our believing and trusting God He is blessing us.

god uses broken people
God uses broken people like you and me to help and rescue broken people like you and me.

God uses broken people like us. Already someone from the closest Salvation Army has agreed to give us a ride to church once we move into the home. I believe that is where we will be serving our community. I do not know much more than that right now but I trust as we do the next good step He will bless others with showing His power through us. Today we are going to sign the papers for the home. Work still needs to be done, it may take us a month to actually move in. But, I trust His timing and how God uses broken people to bless others around us.

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What Does the Bible Say About God Working Through You?No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God abides in us and his …. Therefore let us leave the elementary doctrine of Christ and go on to maturity, not  …
Jesus Will Use Us to Win Others | Unlocking the BibleJesus Will Use Us to Win Others. … “Come, follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will make you fishers of men.” Matthew 4:19 (NIV). Christ promises evangelistic …
William Murphy – Let Us See Jesus Lyrics | AZLyrics.comLyrics to “Let Us See Jesus” song by William Murphy: Let us see you lifted up like never before. Let us see you lifted up like never before. Let us see y…
Michael Card – Jesus Let Us Come To Know You Lyrics | Genius …Jesus Let Us Come To Know You Lyrics: Michael Card / Jesus let us come to know you / Let us see you face to face / Touch us, hold ususe us, mold us / Holy  …
Jesus Commands Us to Tell OthersJesus Commands Us to Tell Others – Why should I be an active member in sharing the … The last command that He gave them was this: “Therefore go and make …
Let Jesus Wash Your Feet | Joseph Prince MinistriesLike a servant who uses his girdle as a towel to serve, Jesus wants us to sit down and letHim serve us—by washing our feet with a deeper revelation of Himself …
Let’s Be the Hands and Feet of Jesus – First Baptist PowellAug 30, 2018 …Let’s Be the Hands and Feet of Jesus …. Let’s use our gifts, talents and wisdom the Lord has given us to reach the world for ChristLet’s share …
Love of God – Words of St. Therese | Society of the Little Flower – USThere is one ONLY THING to do here below: to love Jesus, to win souls for Him so that He may be loved. Let us seize with jealous care every least opportunity of  …
God Will Give You Something to Say | Desiring GodDec 27, 2016 …Jesus promises that the Holy Spirit will help us in the most frightening settings. … Luke uses the very words of Jesus’s promise to describe Stephen’s … He stirs up his people to “let the word of Christ dwell in [them] richly, …
Jesus is calling us to new life. But first, we need to let old habits die …May 31, 2019  For most people, Easter seems to come and go. Why does Easter last so long for us? Well, the great mystery of the Resurrection, of Christ’s …

gratitude essay

Gratitude Essay

As I prayed and thought about the post for today I wondered just how many ways, how many times can we write about being thankful? I thought I would start out with gratitude this week. What it is, and what it is not.

In researching the internet, you know the ever faithful “Google”. I find that there is a trend going around called “Positive Psychology.” I thought I would include some of what I found in this gratitude essay.

What is gratitude?

One article I found from Positive Psychology Program listed some definitions of gratitude that I thought may help us understand this elusive feeling. I know we all want the feel good, happy, pleasant feelings all the time and sometimes it seems they are so far away. So, let’s just see just how science today defines gratitude:

“if we acquire a good through exchange, effort or achievement, or by right, then we don’t typically feel gratitude. Gratitude is an emotion we feel in response to receiving something good which is undeserved” (Lacewing, 2016).

I like this definition because it seems to match the Bible. God gives us what we do not deserve. All of us here on earth are sinful, we do not deserve the strength, the health, or even to be alive. We do not deserve the hope of heaven. We deserve hell if anything.

Another definition for this gratitude essay is:

“an emotion that is typically evoked when one receives costly, unexpected, and intentionally rendered benefits, and is thought to play a key role in regulating the initiation and maintenance of social relationships” (Forster et al., 2017).

What happens when someone gives you something or does something you never expected? Does that help you feel good for that person? I may be struggling with this a bit though. I tend to let history cloud my gratitude when someone who has hurt me does something nice.

gratitude essay
an open book

I tend to use my marriage as an example a bit much lately. But it is what is on my mind all the time. I am trying to let God teach me to be the wife my husband deserves, and let God do the work He needs to do in my husband. But, here is an example of the past clouding my gratitude.

My personal experience for this gratitude essay

Just recently my husband bought me a coffee from a local coffee shop. Automatically my thoughts of the many times that he would insist on buying the expensive coffees when we are broke came to mind. The hurt, the fear of how we are going to make it.

What did not come to mind is all the times I expressed to him I needed more than just physical love from him. I needed to be appreciated, loved for who I am. I did not express gratitude that he thought of me, only me in buying that coffee. I let my hurt and pain stay and cloud my judgment.

That attitude did not help our relationship. My husband was making a grand gesture that he could do with our circumstances. I stopped myself I looked at him and said, “What I should say to you is thank you very much, I really appreciate that you thought of me.”

Final thoughts for this gratitude essay

You see, it is so easy to lose sight of being thankful. Even when a person is trying their hardest to do something nice. Something to say I know you are hurting let me do this to try to make up for it. Yes, ok a bought coffee will not make up for everything. But it is a step. I need to make a step in learning to be grateful instead of letting the past hold us back.

What about you? Do you have trouble expressing gratitude when someone you are upset with does something nice? Please share your ideas with us! Would love to have you join our community and join the discussion in our Thankful Thursday group!

Outside sources

Essay on Gratitude#1 Essay on Gratitude Towards Parents. Gratitude is one of the most underestimated ways anyone can use to enrich their lives. It is the feeling and attitude of …
Billy Graham: How to Be Thankful in All ThingsNov 21, 2017  But even so, we all have much to be thankful for. Look with me at … A spirit of thanksgiving is always the mark of a joyous Christian. Why should …
10 Things You Can Be Thankful For Today | CruWe’re told in 1 Thessalonians 5:18 to give thanks in everything. … I know that I have been made right with You because of my faith in Your Son, Jesus Christ. 2.
How To Be Truly Thankful- 4 Tips to Develop Christian Gratitude …Nov 4, 2017  Do you feel it? There’s almost an unspoken pressure in the realm of Christian social media circles to be thankful for each day you have on earth …
4 Reasons We Can Be Thankful in Times of TroubleNov 23, 2017  As Christians we can be thankful that we are children of the sovereign Lord. Even when our life seems to be spinning out of control, we can trust …
30 Christian Quotes about ThankfulnessNov 14, 2016  1 Thing Christians Forget to be Thankful For – Why would I be thankfulfor these things? These horrible, depressing times of life? Because one …
5 things to be thankful for no matter what“In everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.” 1 Thessalonians 5:18. What is so special about thankfulness is that thoughts like …
Why is giving thanks to God important?First Thessalonians 5:18 says, “In everything give thanks; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” We are to be thankful not only for the things we like, but for …
The Power of a Thankful HeartNov 18, 2015  “Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus” – (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18).
Amazon.com: Enmeng Womens Blessed Thankful Printed T-Shirt …Buy Enmeng Womens Blessed Thankful Printed T-Shirt Casual Thanksgiving ChristianTee Tops: Shop top fashion brands T-Shirts at Amazon.com ✓ FREE …

gratitude

Gratitude Essay

As I prayed and thought about the post for today I wondered just how many ways, how many times can we write about being thankful? I thought I would start out with gratitude this week. What it is, and what it is not.

In researching the internet, you know the ever faithful “Google”. I find that there is a trend going around called “Positive Psychology.” I thought I would include some of what I found in this gratitude essay.

What is gratitude?

One article I found from Positive Psychology Program listed some definitions of gratitude that I thought may help us understand this elusive feeling. I know we all want the feel good, happy, pleasant feelings all the time and sometimes it seems they are so far away. So, let’s just see just how science today defines gratitude:

“if we acquire a good through exchange, effort or achievement, or by right, then we don’t typically feel gratitude. Gratitude is an emotion we feel in response to receiving something good which is undeserved” (Lacewing, 2016).

I like this definition because it seems to match the Bible. God gives us what we do not deserve. All of us here on earth are sinful, we do not deserve the strength, the health, or even to be alive. We do not deserve the hope of heaven. We deserve hell if anything.

Another definition for this gratitude essay is:

“an emotion that is typically evoked when one receives costly, unexpected, and intentionally rendered benefits, and is thought to play a key role in regulating the initiation and maintenance of social relationships” (Forster et al., 2017).

What happens when someone gives you something or does something you never expected? Does that help you feel good for that person? I may be struggling with this a bit though. I tend to let history cloud my gratitude when someone who has hurt me does something nice.

gratitude essay
a book opened to where the subheading says of Gifting, first line under that says way of expressing gratitude
an open book

I tend to use my marriage as an example a bit much lately. But it is what is on my mind all the time. I am trying to let God teach me to be the wife my husband deserves, and let God do the work He needs to do in my husband. But, here is an example of the past clouding my gratitude.

My personal experience for this gratitude essay

Just recently my husband bought me a coffee from a local coffee shop. Automatically my thoughts of the many times that he would insist on buying the expensive coffees when we are broke came to mind. The hurt, the fear of how we are going to make it.

What did not come to mind is all the times I expressed to him I needed more than just physical love from him. I needed to be appreciated, loved for who I am. I did not express gratitude that he thought of me, only me in buying that coffee. I let my hurt and pain stay and cloud my judgment.

That attitude did not help our relationship. My husband was making a grand gesture that he could do with our circumstances. I stopped myself I looked at him and said, “What I should say to you is thank you very much, I really appreciate that you thought of me.”

Final thoughts for this gratitude essay

You see, it is so easy to lose sight of being thankful. Even when a person is trying their hardest to do something nice. Something to say I know you are hurting let me do this to try to make up for it. Yes, ok a bought coffee will not make up for everything. But it is a step. I need to make a step in learning to be grateful instead of letting the past hold us back.

What about you? Do you have trouble expressing gratitude when someone you are upset with does something nice? Please share your ideas with us! Would love to have you join our community and join the discussion in our Thankful Thursday group!

Outside sources

Essay on Gratitude

#1 Essay on Gratitude Towards Parents. Gratitude is one of the most underestimated ways anyone can use to enrich their lives. It is the feeling and attitude of …
Billy Graham: How to Be Thankful in All Things

Nov 21, 2017  But even so, we all have much to be thankful for. Look with me at … A spirit of thanksgiving is always the mark of a joyous Christian. Why should …
10 Things You Can Be Thankful For Today | Cru

We’re told in 1 Thessalonians 5:18 to give thanks in everything. … I know that I have been made right with You because of my faith in Your Son, Jesus Christ. 2.
How To Be Truly Thankful- 4 Tips to Develop Christian Gratitude …

Nov 4, 2017  Do you feel it? There’s almost an unspoken pressure in the realm of Christian social media circles to be thankful for each day you have on earth …
4 Reasons We Can Be Thankful in Times of Trouble

Nov 23, 2017  As Christians we can be thankful that we are children of the sovereign Lord. Even when our life seems to be spinning out of control, we can trust …
30 Christian Quotes about Thankfulness

Nov 14, 2016  1 Thing Christians Forget to be Thankful For – Why would I be thankfulfor these things? These horrible, depressing times of life? Because one …
5 things to be thankful for no matter what

“In everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.” 1 Thessalonians 5:18. What is so special about thankfulness is that thoughts like …
Why is giving thanks to God important?

First Thessalonians 5:18 says, “In everything give thanks; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” We are to be thankful not only for the things we like, but for …
The Power of a Thankful Heart

Nov 18, 2015  “Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus” – (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18).
Amazon.com: Enmeng Womens Blessed Thankful Printed T-Shirt …

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promises of God

Promises of God

Today I am rejoicing in my dreams fulfilled. They are promises of God that He made me from the Bible and in my prayers. I would like to list some of the ones I am seeing today. God is not done with me yet, I do not believe He is done with anyone until they die. But, what I see today has me on fire for Him! Let’s see if I can help any of you catch the same fire.

Exodus 14:14 New Living Translation (NLT)


14 The Lord himself will fight for you. Just stay calm.

I cannot say I stayed calm most of my life. But, the Lord has fought for me. The change in my husband is beyond anything anyone could have done. The old husband is long gone. He focuses on me, and no longer is he looking at those ladies on the internet. He is taking responsibility for us as his family by looking for a home on his own. He is the one who calls me every day to study the Bible together. He has become a true man of God that I asked for years ago!

Promises of God

Isaiah 40:29 New Living Translation (NLT)


He gives power to the weak
    and strength to the powerless.

As I sit here I am weak. I can’t even barely walk, I am not known to people in my neighborhood. Even in Life Church I am pretty low on the totem pole. But, with His power, His words I have His strength to touch people through this site. I have His strength to raise 3 wonderful kids to adult hood and one on his way. I have His strength to help others on the internet, and to endure all the trials that are around me now.

Isaiah 41:10 New Living Translation (NLT)


Don’t be afraid, for I am with you.
    Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you.
    I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.

I am no longer afraid. He brought me through so much in my life I know He will again. No, things are not easy, I still struggle. But, I look at everything in my past. I see how God provided homes, food, and safety for my kids. Those memories help me to trust this promise. I am not afraid of not living with my husband again, or not getting healthy. God gave me a home in three days once. If He can do that, He can open doors to my health and to a new home!

Isaiah 43:2 New Living Translation (NLT)


When you go through deep waters,
    I will be with you.
When you go through rivers of difficulty,
    you will not drown.
When you walk through the fire of oppression,
    you will not be burned up;
    the flames will not consume you.

Take a look at my stories under the category My Testimony. He truly was with me through deep waters, rivers of difficulty, and fires of oppression. No matter what I did, or anyone else did, we survived and thrived. I do not see how I could have done any of it without His help. 

promises of God
Bright sunny day on the beach. A wave is breaking as it comes to shore. The words say God never breaks His promises.

These are just a few of the promises I can list and see examples in my own life. Could you do the same? What God has put on my heart is to color my Bible and journal in color. I will be coloring His promises in the Bible and listing where I see that promise in my journal. I am doing this so that I can properly thank Him for each and every fulfilled promise. If you are struggling to see your dreams fulfilled, where the open doors are or how to live for God maybe this is for you. Talk to God, listen to the prompting of the Holy Spirit and see if He wants you to journal His promises in your life. I am alive today all because of God’s faithfulness to His promises.

Promises of God Outside Sources

2 Thessalonians 3:3 But the Lord is faithful, and He will strengthen …New International Version But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen you and protect you from the evil one. New Living Translation But the Lord is faithful; he …
15 Bible Verses on God’s Faithfulness | Grace Love LifeFeb 26, 2017  Deuteronomy 7:9 Know therefore that the LORD your God is God, the faithful God who keeps covenant and steadfast love with those who love …
2 Thessalonians 3:3 NIV – But the Lord is faithful, and he will – Bible …But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen you and protect you from the evil one.
2 Thessalonians 3:3 – But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen …Read 2 Thessalonians 3 using all available Bible versions. But the Lord is faithful , and he will strengthen you and protect you from the evil one.
21 Bible Verses on God’s FaithfulnessMar 12, 2013  Psalms 86:15 “But you, O Lord, are a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness.” …
Faithfulness of GodDeuteronomy 7:9 says “Know therefore that the LORD your God is God; he is the faithfulGod, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those …
49 Bible verses about God, Faithfulness OfThe LORD’S lovingkindnesses indeed never cease, For His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness.
What Does the Bible Say About Gods Faithfulness?Know therefore that the Lord your God is God, the faithful God who keeps covenant and steadfast love with those who love him and keep his commandments, …
Is God Faithful?When we say God is faithful it means He is totally trustworthy – He is perfectly faithful. The prophet Isaiah wrote. O LORD, you are my God; I will exalt you and …
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I am alive today

I am alive today

As I sit here with my knees hurting ever so bad, I think of how grateful I am alive today. At least I am alive to feel this pain, to suffer through the circumstances. God’s purpose in my life has not been fully fulfilled yet. I still have things to learn so He can use me in his plan for my life. This morning I would like to share some of my past posts. Some of the reasons I am thankful I am where I am today. Some of my testimony of the direction God’s purpose has been taking. To show how my life is a testimony for Jesus.

I am alive today
A road going through the woods with the words I am grateful for being alive today. It is my joy and pleasure to live another wonderful day.

I am alive today

What about you? Are you able to look back through your life and see the direction God is taking you? What are your passions, what you love? What about what makes you angry, so fed up to see injustice in the world? What experiences and circumstances have you lived through? Have you ever wondered what is God’s purpose for your life? I know I am alive today so God can show that my testimony for Jesus. To share my story and how God has provided, shaped, and given me strength through it all. Do you think you have a life story that could help others see Jesus through it? There is always room here for other peoples stories. Just reach out to me here, lets talk about it:Prayer/Support 

Outside sources

A personal testimony: The love of God | ChristianToday AustralianI come from a single-parent family. My parents got divorced when I was five years old. I was not brought up as a Christian and didn’t know the Lord personally.
A Testimony of God’s Love | Light and Life MagazineApr 29, 2017  A Testimony of God’s Love. 2 years ago written by Ken Stenstrom. pexels-photo- 348520. “Sweet are the promises, kind is the word, Dearer far …
Christian Testimonials Of People Experiencing God’s Incredible Love!God Loves You For Who He IS – Not Because Of What You Do Or Don’t Do … If you are interested in having a testimony, sermon or teaching transcribed to print …
Testimony Of God’s LoveGod has delivered me and I shall glorify Him. It gives me unspeakable joy to testify of God’sgoodness in my life. In April of 1999 my life was falling apart in all
Christian Testimony, Stories Of God’s LoveA christian testimony is a powerful tool in pointing others to the savior.
Powerful Testimony: Sharing God’s Love in the Midst of Tragedy …Dec 25, 2004  Ken Ham interviews Frank and Sue Zitzman about the tragic death of their 17- year-old son and the way God is using them to minister to others …
To Experience God’s LoveApr 21, 2014  Colin Smith recounts testimonies of God’s love, gives steps to experience more of God’s love, and gives two responses to God’s love.
Our Lives Are a Testimony to Jesus and the Power of Love and …Nov 21, 2018  It is with thanksgiving that I celebrate ALL those who have inspired me in the doing of the work of Camp and Retreat Ministries. Your life and …
What does it mean that our lives should be a testimony for Jesus?And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself’” (Matthew 22:37–38). A Christian who wants to live his life as a testimony for Jesus will love God above …
My Testimony“Do you know how much Jesus loves you?” Well, I thought maybe that was a little strange, but as she went on, I really began to listen. My tears started to dry and …

obey

Obey

This chapter we find Abraham getting ready to sacrifice his promised son, his heir. I think about this command from God as a parent myself and wonder just how could this be? The thought of giving up one of my children because God told me to, I am not sure I could do it. But maybe because God gave Abraham Isaac in his old age it was easier for him to obey God. The thought that if God could do that, it is possible He could do it again.

obey
Someone climbing a mountain and words in the sky say believe+love+obey=victory in Yeshua 1 John 5:1-5
Obey

I think about my own life, how many times have I done what God says just to obey? So much of my life I felt like I needed to be in control, to know what, and how something will happen. I thought it was the safe way to live as so much of my life things happened that were out of my control.

Before my teen years I was sexually abused by a family member, soon after a neighbor boy tried to take advantage of me. In my teen years a young man also sexually abused me along with my first husband. When I felt safe and could move on from all that I met my current husband and major sexual issues got in the way again.

I got to the point that so many things out of my control happened that I had to control everything in my life. Obeying God who did not reveal His plan was out of the question. I knew God was real, I had the God desire in my heart. But I was too hurt and afraid to blindly obey Him.

Obey

But, how did I get from my total mistrust to being able to trust and obey God today? I would say that it was seeing how God chose me and provided for me. There were so many times in raising my three adult children we should have been homeless. There was a time my children should have been placed in foster care. While it is true the circumstances warranted I needed to place only one, the other two stayed with me.

In seeing how God protected and orchestrated things around us I came to trust God. I learned that no matter what I did He would make His work out. Because of that I came to believe that doing things His way would make His plan much easier on me and those around us. That in doing things His way I gained peace, knowledge, hope beyond my understanding.

Obey

Are you able to obey God? Or are there thoughts and fears keeping you from trusting that God has this? Is there anything you would like prayer for, to talk about?

Former Genesis chapters

Lies, Are All Lies The Same? What Does God Say? The World?

Lies, are they all bad?

Outside sources

Step 6: The Christian and Obedience | Cru

Have you ever wondered what God’s will is for your life? Have you needed to make a difficult decision and wondered what God wanted you to do in that …

Grace-Fueled Obedience Is Absolutely Necessary for Christlikeness

Jan 9, 2017  Can you imagine a Christian couple actually praying about living together before marriage? Can you fathom a young woman who professes …

The 8 Steps of Christian Obedience | Desiring God

Jun 19, 2014  Audio Transcript. Pastor John, you kept us hanging last time. There’s a debate happening in the church recently. How much of the Christian life …

Obedience to God

Obedience to God – Is obeying God essential to a Christian’s daily walk and spiritual growth? Discover what the Bible says.

The Secret of Radical Obedience | Christian Bible Studies

Jan 4, 2006  Hearing God in the secret place is one of the greatest keys to living the Christian life. However, it must be linked with its corollary: radical …

22 Best Obedience Bible Verses – Encouraging Scripture

Feb 4, 2015  Bible Verses about obedience help Christians learn how you can love him. Study and memorize Scriptures about obeying God. Discover the …

What is obedience to the faith?

Romans 1:5: “Obedience to the faith among all nations for His name.” Souls are to be led to obedience, not just to believe in Christ’s obedience and rejoice over …

Why is obedience to God important?

We obey His commands, not because we have to, but because we want to, because we love Him. We are enabled to obey because, once we believe in Christ …

What does the Bible say about obedience?

Answer: The Bible has much to say about obedience. In fact, obedience is an essential part of the Christian faith. Jesus Himself was “obedient unto death, even  …

8 Reasons Why Obedience to God Is Important

Apr 18, 2019  In Jesus Christ we find the perfect model of obedience. As his disciples, we follow Christ’s example as well as his commands. Our motivation for …

where is God

Where is God

It has been a crazy few days. My youngest getting sick and then sharing the germs with me. Then as I check the homes for sale I find a mobile home right across the street from my in laws! Perfect spot, perfect amount of space, and some possibility of being able to afford it. But, in that all my in laws are dealing with some pretty major health issues. Things that could affect their ability to help us. My emotions have been so up and down! I started wondering where is God in all this?!

My youngest son and I are pretty much over the cold. So, God helped us through that. But, soon after that my in laws were hit with health issues. Today my mother in law is going in for a test that could determine if she needs surgery or not. Also, my father in law is having trouble controlling his blood sugar levels. He has a month to get his A1c3 down or he could lose his commercial drivers license. That is his job! His business! Their only income! Where is God in all this?! What is God’s purpose in these struggles? Could He really have faith in us to hold true to Him?

In his worry my father in law starts to worry and try to control others around him. I and my daughter came to his mind. He knows how hard it is when starting out on your own. See, when my husband and I move in together my daughter will move to her own place for the first time in her life. You can read up more on her and the situation between my husband, and her disability under the key word my testimony. This worry of my father in laws lead him to try to tell me and her what needs to be done. Which triggered my emotional reaction of having someone tell me how to parent when I have been a single parent and raised her to adulthood. Where is God in these emotions? What is God’s purpose in these interactions?

I calmed down, prayed and talked to my mother in law. For right now they both seem to understand why things cannot be done the way he wants them done. But, now this mobile home I mentioned earlier. My hope, excitement and wanting to figure out just how that home can become ours was over the top. It would mean my in laws would not need to make all the renovations on their house to accommodate us moving in. But, we would still be right there to help each other. All day yesterday my thoughts were racing, I was checking things, talking, researching. All the while trying to say ok God, I know when I try to do things I mess them up you need to do it. But still I let my emotions take my research and thoughts to areas they should not have gone. Where is God in these emotions? What is God’s purpose?

What I have learned in my studies about God is that He uses you, He wants to use even you who is reading this right now. If you are like me in situations similar to what I described above you experienced overwhelming emotions too. How can He use you in these troubling times? What I see is that as we deal with the emotions we need to lean in more, to fight more to talk to Him. If all you can do is say Praise Jesus while trying to draw on His strength to find an even keel then do that. Once you find that center on God, is where He can use you.

where is God
A forest with the words “You can never go where God is Not” Max Lucado

Today, I have that center and I am seeing, for just this little bit, how God can use me. Through these emotions I felt God calling me to read His Word. To really study it and focus on Him. I did that. I am doing a read the Bible through a year plan on YouVersion Bible App, plus a study with my husband and a study with some church leaders. He calmed me down, reassured me that no matter what happens with my in laws health, or the mobile home He is still in control. I need to focus on the goals He gave me in life, not my goals. The first goal is to put Him first in everything, and then to live my life so others can see Him through me. So, I will pray for my in laws like never before. I will pray for the people who are in the mobile home as they are in financial trouble or more. I will trust that God will bring the home for my husband and I when we need it, not when we think it is best. In all this I have achieved joy God can only give.

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Where Is God?
We want to know — where is God when I hurt, or where is God when … Psalm 19: 1-2 tells us: The heavens declare the glory of God; And the firmament shows His  …
How to Seek Jesus Christ and Find Him
Stop seeking blessings and worldly riches and money from God. Seek the person JesusChrist. Go seek Jesus Christ now and you will find Him. Isa 55:6-7: Seek …
How to Seek the Presence of Jesus Christ in your Life: 6 Steps
Apr 11, 2019  If you want to find life in this dark world, then you can find Jesus. If only you diligently seek Him in prayer, he will personally guide you to truth in …
How do we find Jesus Christ?
If you have come to a place in your life where you would like a personal encounter with the Living God, Jesus Christ then all you need to do is pray the sinner’s …
How to find Jesus… – YouTube
Jan 4, 2009  Hurt, afraid, confused or just generally fed up with life? Jesus is the answer. Listen here to learn how to find Him. Message from Larry Beckett of …
Finding Peace with God through a Personal Relationship with Jesus …
Learn how to find peace with God through a personal relationship with Jesus … a short time, we ultimately find that the empty longing inside us always returns.
The Only Way To FIND Jesus – YouTube
Feb 18, 2014  My site at http://www.robertlyte.yolasite.com Jesus calls each and every person, to get to KNOW HIM and to come into a relationship with him.
How to Find Jesus in the Old Testament: part 1 – YouTube
May 28, 2018  In this series we will seek to understand how the New Testament finds Jesus in the Old Testament in order to learn principles that will guide us …
How to Find Your Way Back to Christ
Sep 20, 2016  How to Find Your Way Back to Christ, Rhonda Stoppe – Read more … us with a sense of peace, joy, and inspiration to tell others about Jesus.
Find Peace With God
The Bible says, “God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, [ Jesus Christ], that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life”  …

Hung on a tree

Good Friday Holiday

Isaiah 53:3-9 3 He was despised and rejected— a man of sorrows, acquainted with deepest grief. We turned our backs on him and looked the other way. He was despised, and we did not care. 4 Yet it was our weaknesses he carried; it was our sorrows that weighed him down. And we thought his troubles were a punishment from God, a punishment for his own sins! 5 But he was pierced for our rebellion, crushed for our sins. He was beaten so we could be whole. He was whipped so we could be healed. 6 All of us, like sheep, have strayed away. We have left God’s paths to follow our own. Yet the LORD laid on him the sins of us all. 7 He was oppressed and treated harshly, yet he never said a word. He was led like a lamb to the slaughter. And as a sheep is silent before the shearers, he did not open his mouth. 8 Unjustly condemned, he was led away. No one cared that he died without descendants, that his life was cut short in midstream. But he was struck down for the rebellion of my people. 9 He had done no wrong and had never deceived anyone. But he was buried like a criminal; he was put in a rich man’s grave.

Mark 10: 34 34 They will mock him, spit on him, flog him with a whip, and kill him, but after three days he will rise again.”

It makes me sick to my stomach to think of the pain Jesus went through on Good Friday. The name for this day is deceiving. What is pleasant about what happened to Jesus on this day. Yes, ok, I know it had to happen. I understand if He was not treated so He would not have risen on the third day. We would not have a way to be made right with God. But, let’s really reflect on what happened on this day.

They whipped Him until He was barely recognizable. Romans are known for their forms of inhumane torture. All this because the Jews were afraid of change, afraid people would side with Jesus and not them? This painful interruption multiplies joy. But, put yourself in the crowd. What feelings come up?

If I was there at the time and not knowing what I know now. Just a person in the crowd, I would have been angry. Knowing me I would not be out in the streets following the crowd. I would be hiding in my house trying to not know what is going on. That is normally how I react to tragedies going on around me. If I do not know the person I stay home, I pray for them, and move on with my life.

How callous of me, or is it fear? Fear of being involved, fear of not being able to do anything about it? Tell me the truth, how would you have reacted if you were in the crowd with Jesus carrying the cross? What would you have done on that first Good Friday Holiday?

But, what we do know now. We know God’s purpose in Jesus’s pain. We can experience joy God can only give. What guilt though that can bring up. For us, Jesus was tortured and died. Because of our evil nature Jesus was punished. How selfish we can be. Because we needed more than the perfect garden God gave us.

Good Friday Holiday
looking up at an empty cross from the ground

This Holiday lets reflect on our part of Jesus’s death. Ask for forgiveness. Really let Jesus search your heart. Let Him and what He went through change you from the inside out. If He has the power to go from that torture to bring in joy God can only produce, He has all the power to kill the sin that is holding us back today. I believe this is God’s purpose in putting the sins of the world on Jesus as He was crucified. So that our sins died right along with Him.

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Good Friday – Wikipedia
Good Friday is a Christian holiday commemorating the crucifixion of Jesus and his death at Calvary. It is observed during Holy Week as part of the Paschal …
 
Good Friday | Definition, History, & Facts | Britannica.com
Good Friday, the Friday before Easter, the day on which Christians annually observe the commemoration of the Crucifixion of Jesus Christ. From the early days …
 
Good Friday
Good Friday – Why is the day good? What happened during the hours of Jesus’ last hours before His death? Study the Bible passages here.
 
Good Friday in the United States
Good Friday occurs two days before Easter Sunday in the United States. It is the day when Christians commemorate Jesus Christ’s crucifixion, which plays an …
 
Good Friday — Easter Customs and Traditions — whyeaster?com
Good Friday is a very important day for all Christians. On Good Friday, Christians remember that Jesus died for everyone. He was crucified by the Romans on a …
 
What is Good Friday / Holy Friday?
Answer: Good Friday, also known as “Holy Friday,” is the Friday immediately preceding Easter Sunday. It is celebrated traditionally as the day …
 
Who, What, Why: Why is Good Friday called Good Friday? – BBC News
Apr 18, 2014  It is the day when Christians commemorate Jesus Christ’s crucifixion. So why is it called Good Friday?
 
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